posted Sunday, May 19, 2013 at 11:19pm
i confess: that i came on to the georgia straight with the remote inclination that maybe just maybe, i would make that connection. what i am beginning to realize is that with a population base such as it is, the odds are stacked pretty high. at times you will see a post, and wonder, could it be. but realisitically, that's likely as far as it will go. i am still and will always remain a firm believer in the 99% realm of unlimited possibility, but i think the search ends here. i gave it my best shot, but it's time now to leave it in the hands of fate.
so here is my last confession: i confess, you are the most beautiful man i have ever laid my eyes on. i would dare to say, the first person i've ever had such a strong desire to get to know. i never got the chance to talk to you, and i do, i do miss you. i had a strong sense when i saw you that day on the ferry, you were not going to be here for much longer. and oh how i wanted to talk to you. i don't see you around at all anymore, and it has been a long while now, so i think my intuition was right. what have i taken from this? the next time this happens, if ever, i will honor my feelings, hold back any fear and take a chance. i am learning it is the only way to be. that in itself has been a gift and a lesson. for that i thank you, beautiful stranger and good bye.