As far as my heart goes, deep down I still have those feelings. I wonder if we will bump into each other and confess we both had it good. I miss your damn cat. I miss our late night adventures and going for coffee all the time. Both our lives have changed so much I wonder if I knew the person you were now I'd still have these feelings. Then I snap out of fantasy world and realize how many years have passed, and that passed is passed. Those memories were good and I am truly happy to have had them. Thank you for being a big part of my life for a moment. I'm sorry I couldn't have given you more or have been a better partner. I hope you're doing well and hope that if we see each other, it won't be awkward but that we will continue on with our life as it is. There are no hard feelings. My heart has healed and I just want to set this out in peace, as an offering to something bigger than I am. I'm free from these emotions now. Giving praise :)