posted Wednesday, October 29, 2014 at 1:51am
He is a miserable drunk (probably wet brain by now) who is still bitter that my mom left him 25 years ago. He is the proud embodiment of all the white male entitlements that make this world suck. Show him compassion and he spits in your face. Tell him your boundaries and he steps right over them. He blames everyone else for his shit life when its his own choices that have taken him where he is. The last time I spoke to him a couple of years ago we had a huge fight which I thought was actually going to come to blows. It took every ounce of self-control I had, but I walked away. He’s recently started trying to contact me again, and since that hasn’t worked, he will not stop contacting my mother, even though she hasn’t spoken to him in years either and he’s kindly been told not to. He’s disrespectful and entitled, insecure and pathetic, and so he’s full of ignorant self-righteous anger. But he fails to see the holy righteous anger ready to burst out of me. Keep pushing, dad, I dare you…today was the worst possible day for you to do that.