To Sara at Wreck Beach
July 28 at Wreck Beach Monday Sunny Afternoon You sat between two beautiful women Your name is Sara Written on your flat stomach My name is Otto Written on my name tag...
You’ve chosen to slap the “infidelity” label on his actions, and now you feel compelled to have a full-blown my-boyfriend-cheated-on-me meltdown.


I'm in debt. I keep making choices that lead me down paths that aren't fulfilling. I try to get ahead but I feel like it's just one step forward, two steps back. I feel lonely at times but I'm not ready for a relationship at all. I am a broken person inside, I know this. I work at a job that's not challenging but I can't leave because I know I don't have the skills that could make me a better wage so I'm stuck. Payday to payday is no way to live. Two jobs is no way to live. I'm tired all the time and don't eat properly. I want to lose weight, get fit and healthy but my mind isn't healthy enough and there's not enough time in a day, I feel like. If I take the little amount of spare time I do have to use it for exercise then I won't be able to see my friends or family as much, which will probably just remind me how even more alone I am, when really what I think I need is someone who just loves me for me. Someone who is okay with the fact that I don't have a career, am a little on the curvy side and so can still love me. Maybe then I'll feel like everything I'm doing is okay, but right now I honestly feel like no one could love this mess. Totally lost.
Rating: +10
I admit that I use my second language in front of people who I know don't understand it just to annoy the shit outta 'em. Yes, I speak, understand, read, and write perfect English, in fact I was born and raised in Vancouver----I just like using my fluid bilingualism as a secret code when I want to be verbally nasty. I'm not always like this though. Sometimes things just, more often than not, sound and feel better or funnier or more colourful in one moreso than the other.
Rating: -30
Even though we are broken up I still hold hope that we will get back together. I still love you no matter what. I know you still have feelings for me but your letting something trivial get in between us. I hope in time you will realize you made a mountain out of a mole hill.
Rating: -6
Ran into my ex the other day and it looks like I may have dodged a bullet.
Rating: +35
Everything in my life is going to crap- my relationship, my living situation, my finances. I'm depressed and having a hard time getting out of bed in the morning. When I do get up, I have a hard time being around people. I work in HR, so it's all people, all the time. I just want to be alone.
Rating: +26
I am so tired. It just seems to be one thing after another. So I stay home by myself and retreat like a hermit.
Rating: +30
I feel free, like a massive weight has been lifted from my shoulders, like I can breath again, like I've been given a fresh start, a gift, thank you universe for helping me let go :D
Rating: +47
Recently, an acquaintance said to me, "You're like the happiest person I know". But actually, behind all of the smiles, I've been struggling with depression since my teens.
Rating: +62