I just looked at your last email from today's email exchange and smiled because I love you. Whilst we talk about so much I can not tell you that so I've posted it here as a confession instead. To tell you will just cause too many problems particularly for me but also for you. For now I'm happy to be your friend and the fact we are good friends is undeniable and clear to everyone - even if in it's closeness is a slightly unusual friendship that raises the occasional eyebrow. Perhaps in years to come some of those potential problems will cease to exist and .... (And thanks to Straight.com for a place where I can express this without fear of negative consequences other than the occasional insult from a passing troll. Its not as good as saying it to the person in question but it helps)