To my mom

You are really fucked up... You don't care about anyone or anything but yourself. It makes me sick to think you would rather drink and shoot your life away than make things right. I just gotta say.. You really did it this time. You win biggest bitch of all time. I can't believe it's come to this and maybe somewhere very, very deep down inside I still do but I gotta be honest and confess that I don't think I love you anymore. Thanks for bringing me into this world. That was a genuine thank you, but I think I can take it from here. Stay the fuck out of my life. You're a disease.

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Son

Jan 29, 2015 at 8:59pm

Why all the thumbs down? My mom wasn't a drunk or a druggie but her whole existence was about who she was dating or what man could take care of her.

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Tamarama

Jan 29, 2015 at 10:38pm

You can't pick your family. It sounds like it's time to move on. There are better times and better people ahead in your life, I guarantee it. It's YOUR life. Make it what YOU want.

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Take NO shit from NOBODY <3

Jan 29, 2015 at 11:22pm

I'm sad to read this confession. My life is the same way, my relationship with my biological mother is way to toxic and draining for me to be apart of, EVER!. Some people are NOT meant to be parents, maybe because they weren't parented themselves (NOT TRYING TO MAKE EXCUSES OR JUSTIFICATIONS) Out my three siblings and myself, I'm the black sheep, the bullseye and the punching bag. I have my sanity back because of cutting my biological mother out of my life, I'm a much better person for it. My life is safe, content and peaceful. I'm NOT ASHAMED to say that I HATE MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER. It does not make me a bad person or a horrible 'daughter'. It does make me a better person for not allowing her to have the (constant) power to control, bully, abuse and manipulate me.

I sincerely wish you all the strength, courage,peace and happiness in the world. <3 <3 Big hugz and lots of love <3 <3

Used to be her

Jan 30, 2015 at 5:54am

Yeah, I'm a mom, but I'm also a (recovering) drug addict and your story breaks my heart. You may have heard all of this before... But here it is again: you cannot change her but you can save yourself. Get out now! Stop wasting time/energy/$/ on the addict and do all that you can do to make yourself healthy and happy. Get some help, just for you. There are a lot of resources out there ( too many to list) and you may have to sample a few before you find some that work for you. Hard as it may seem to cut her off, do yourself this favour and maybe ( don't count on it) once she hits bottom and we all do, she may be sober and will do the work needed to find her way back to you, but that is her responsibility, not yours.

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rdn90

Jan 30, 2015 at 2:43pm

This whole string rings true to me. I had an alcoholic, schizophrenic mother who never sought help, never thought she had a problem.
It's tough all you sons and daughters.
But you have to buckle up and decide your own future. I've inherited all those evil genes and I'm living a good, productive, healthy life on my own.
Be brave, be tough.

PF

Feb 2, 2015 at 7:27pm

Maybe you're not such a prize child and it's caused her to be this way. Two sides of a coin.

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