Cancer sucks but I'm painfully optimistic

Cancer sucks. It really does. And honestly I'm naturally painfully optimistic. Being a caregiver is arduous and underrated especially if your the main person. The whole experience is one he'll of a roller coaster. Cancer tears families apart and has a history of ruining marriages. I'm temporarily at least I hope it's temporary separated from a partner who has cancer. I'm holding out on the hope that we can get through this and we're close to being done this marathon. Partner and I got in a huge fight and it escalated. I'll spare you the details. But long story short we said it's over yet I'm not ready to say good bye especially since we're almost in the clear. I've been here since the diagnosis and I still want to make the relationship work. Call me insane call me a masochist. But really I'm just in live and thought that's what we were going to be. I'll be waiting by my phone hoping we can get through this last mile and we can look back at this hell and laugh at the insanity the beast brought. Not sure how this is going to end or start or continue on.....

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