Life is too short to avoid good company.

The time I spend around those who are more enlightened, wise, or intellectually, professionally and/or socially accomplished, is never wasted, though I may be uncomfortable throughout. I can not be these others, but they teach me things I would not otherwise find in my usual haunts.

There is no thing of greater value in life than a relationship (on any terms) with an admirable, amazing being, of any species.

Been there, hate that. Especially when you know there's no chance in hell. Worst feeling ever, right? Ugh. Damn emotions sometimes!

You have my sympathies...

If there's a chance they might feel how you do then definitely go for it, life is too short to be afraid and waste time. But if not... I don't know. Maybe try to enjoy it for what is if possible, but if it becomes more dangerous/stressful than it's best to let it go. Good luck.

Had to walk away from someone when they told me something very much like your post, and that I made them feel insecure. Frustrating and painful, and I miss them very, very much. This person's presence would light up my nervous system like a Christmas tree. Happens exceedingly rarely. Would do it all over again in a second. Sadness...