fresh air

ever feel so lost in life? wonder why bother? think there is honestly nothing good to look forward to? feel you will never find someone who cares about you? feel you don't deserve anyone? wonder if the point of life is to work and be used? feeling so exhausted without having ran a marathon physically? yea I feel like that now.. like complete shit. hitting a low. honestly the only thing to look forward to is a drink and listen to music. when life is stripped to that simplicity I feel like why fucking bother. the point of growing old is nothing. there is nothing positive happening right now I can think of or feel. just an endless empty feeling.

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Anonymous

Feb 7, 2016 at 11:54pm

Cheer up.

At least you enjoy something(music). You enjoy it more than most people, which makes you one of those types that inhabit the edge. Your moods likely come from living off the center line of society, and for that I have no advice.

When I drink I don't even want to listen to music. That's the last thing on my mind. I can't listen to music in a bad mood either. When I drink it's because I want to go crazy.

One last bit of advice: Watch the drinking. Seriously. You're as likely to end up doomed from alcohol as any other outcome. Take a week off.

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well

Feb 8, 2016 at 12:15am

nothing to look forward to? how about self-motivation; goals? i've fallen in love with weight training. every time I hit a new record I know I earned it. Much better high than drinking (even with all the new craft beers). Also, new x-files tonight! So there's that! Life's pointless, so add some direction.

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Anonymous

Feb 8, 2016 at 2:01am

I'm in the same boat as you, and have felt that way for years. Have you considered talking to a counselor? You're not alone, many of us feel the same way...

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dude

Feb 8, 2016 at 8:39am

been there, done that. Time to move on. Time for an attitude adjustment. I hope the best. It's hard.

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Oh man

Feb 8, 2016 at 9:19am

Aaaarrrggh, i can't stand this kind of garbage! Re-read what you've written and replace your descriptors with those of a person who is ACTUALLY suffering - real suffering - in another part of the world. Utterly ridiculous what you've written here.

Let someone in Syria, Iraq, Sub-Saharan Africa read this for a laugh. God knows they could use one. Hell, let some local person who's just become a quadriplegic, or lost multiple family members in a horrific accident read this self-loathing nonsense.

Get off your ass and make shit happen. Your life and its trajectory is ENTIRELY in your own hands. Stop feeling sorry for yourself over tiny, petty non-events.

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