Utterly irrational

As irrational as it is I'm jealous and resentful of my ex. She's homeless and may be an addict. I feel as I do because she has charisma and is as free and fun-loving as she was all those years ago. Men fall all over her because she's beautiful and give her what she wants. Me I had to be the serious one. I was fun and an extrovert but reality and life dictated I had to be the mature one. So I don't worry about her. Why should I? She'll find a guy who'll adore her and move heaven and earth to make her happy. Meanwhile I'm PWD and look 20 years older than I am, which is OK when you're young but 50 ? Not so much. Women ignore me because I'm the generic bald old guy. I envy her because she's having fun. I don't and I think I'll be lonely the rest of my life. I think I have a better chance of winning lotto max and 6/49 in one week than I do of finding a woman who'd even want coffee with me. Ah well things could be worse.

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May 4, 2016 at 5:24am

You could help her find a place to live and get over yourself.

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oh man I tried

May 4, 2016 at 12:28pm

I did, twice in 3 weeks. She walked away and left all her belongings behind which I'd moved for her at considerable cost to myself. At my income level its going to be 3 months before I pay back what I borrowed to help her. People I know have seen her and she's in a polyandry arrangement and was quite happy.

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Well....

May 4, 2016 at 12:40pm

As constructive feedback on the dating world (having been there myself), I observed that men in your age bracket often want to date younger and ignore the prospects who are in their own age bracket and looks department. Consider approaching women who are in a similar boat to yours, and you may be more likely to get a date. And - treat them with the same openness and kindness that you are expecting from women out there. I suspect you'll get better results.

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