Will I be accepted wholeheartedly?

posted May 2nd, 2016 at 3:09 AM

I'm scared to give a chance to any sort of love after experiencing pain from being loved by not the right people, and not truly loving the people I'm with. I'm scared to contact, express, and reach out because of possibly being rejected. I know I am the messed up person I deny being. I feel that I have no way out of my thought rut. Although I do try to escape for fresh air sometimes. Does anyone out there feel the same way I do?

3 Comments

Needs

May 2, 2016 at 5:16pm

Yup, just seeking to be understood. It's really hard if you're a not-right-love veteran. Best of luck in your future wanderings

spent a long time

May 2, 2016 at 10:27pm

Trying to type out a caring and understanding reply.

Fact is, your not alone, and you may be hurt again, but the moment you give up, is the moment you have nobody but yourself to blame.

Recognize what mistakes you may have made in the past.
To hell with those who hurt you (wether you understand their side or not).
Never stop looking till you find someone who makes you feel special.
And above all, never lose hope, because nothing is guaranteed.

Try Again

May 6, 2016 at 1:00am

I was where you were exactly 3 months ago. I have now met the love of my life, so it can happen to anyone. I creaked the door to my heart open and there he was. May it happen to you as well.