Possibly some one here can offer support:
https://crisiscentre.bc.ca

Not all men are out to use you as a fuck and chuck. Perhaps take some personal responsibility about the men you choose to sleep with. But then again it's much easier to be a victim and excuse your poor life choices.

Maybe you can enlighten the GS audience and tell us what a good man is? Define him, his social qualities, charachter, job title, and physical appearance. And tell us if you yourself are worthy of that kind of man.

If no one sees you for who you really are, then you aren't doing a good job of revealing your true character.

It's not everyone else's fault - you're the only one that can fix it.

Use some introspection and good luck.

i understand and sometimes feel in the same boat, believe me. I have hit rock bottom of emotional pain many times and know how you feel. Remember, there is people around you who love you without them expressing it. The men who do so to you and leave you just because are themselves lost in life and escapegoating their anger and self-denial and self-loathing issues thru one-night stands. Empathy for others and reasons for their 'untoward' actions will help you resolve your feelings, believe me. Do onto others as you want done onto you: the men who seem cold and heartless are themselves looking for love and meaning and cannot find it, yet some temporary relief is found for all with one-nighters. Patience in waiting for a true love and lover is painful and tedious, i know, but worth waiting for in the long run: honey may pour out of a container painfully slowly and tediously, but the result is definitely sweet, warm and sure worth it to wait for :) sending much love and healing warm thoughts for you

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We will all be off this world soon enough. We will have literally eternity never to get our hearts broken, never to be disappointed, never to be rained on, never to be lonely.

You have pain. This pain is telling you that you are alive. And while you are alive, there is hope. There is motion. There is activity. There is community. There is communication.

This is a very small world with a gigantic number of people on it. Your people are out there. Guess they're not coming to you, so you know what you have to do.

Is it worth the effort? Well, you seem to think you are quite a nice person, quite worth having around.

Prove it.

Not to us anonymous internet slobs.

To you.

Take it.

Learn to love yourself and how to be alone and you'll become a magnet for people worth having in your life.

And say NO to these dudes... It's your body and if you don't respect it then no one else will.

If you live in Vancouver, its no surprise that you feel lonely. Nothing against this town, but it really is the loneliest big city in the world. There are so many beautiful people (I'm sure you're one of them) that can't seem to connect with anyone. I know I'm partly to blame for not taking the initiative to approach new people. Ugh. I have no advice to give. Just feel your pain. Thanks for posting; nice to know I'm not alone.

See a doctor. Seriously. They can and will help. You need to get to a healthy place where you can heal and get better. Good luck.