They are body shaming you. Call them out and tell them their bullies, that is not being a good friend, and your weight is none of their business.

Their asses might look nice in their workout gear but your friends are assholes. Visit the Cancer ward of any hospital of your choice and you will see how ridiculous your friends are, firsthand. Volunteer at the hospital and you can meet people of substance who show value in life to show you what kind of being to strive to be. Your friends are losers so the first weight you can lose is them off of your soul and meet people that have Hearts of Gold, because this is what really matters in life.

As Dan Savage says, DTMFA! "Dump the motherfuckers already.

Mindy Kaling came to me in a dream a while back and gave me some advice I'd like to share with you: "You need better friends."
Would you feel bad if they weren't in your life treating like garbage? Get rid of them because you are amazing.

Lose weight gain friends, gain weight lose fiends hows bout be yoursel and fuck your friends. A lot of singular guys want you for who you are regardless

What a horrible, disgusting and small headspace and life you AND your friends exist in. The fact that you even need to question for a second whether or not you should stay friends with these people says how awfully insecure and weak you are. To have these scary insecure thoughts about your bodies (and if they treat you like that, then you can bet they are a million times worse to themselves) shows how all of you live in a world of entitlement and privilege where you can have the luxury of worrying about such rediculous things like slight weight gain. People who are really aging, and really do live a life of being overweight or deal with health issues, or racism or disabilities of some kind would laugh at your situation and rediculous insecurities about nothing. You need to get some maturity, self-esteem and some real problems. And your friends? I'm guessing they are all in their teens or early twenties, if not physically, then mentally. Wow.

"My friends don't like me because of my weight, wether they're aware of it or not. "

I'm gonna decide the reason you don't like me, it's not up to you, and it certainly has nothing to do with the fact that I'm a domineering individual.

I can intricately judge every part of the female body from how visible someone's collar bones are, to they're make up skills. Also the quality of ones clothes is highly important in my eyes.

But THEY'RE judging ME.

I hate Bullies. I Also hate the fact that life has caught up with me sooner then my friends and now I'm subject to all the "Body Shaming" and "Harassment" I used to dish out to other people and even my own friends in snide remark kind of way. I mean, my friends were never like this before, they just completely changed from saints to bullies without any prior experience or inspiration at my expense.

Someone feel sorry for me.

With friends like that, who needs enemies? Dumb them and hang out with people who treasure you!

Get some new friends!

Enjoy your own company.

Feel good about yourself.

The two in particular are in their mid 30's whilst I'm 30. They brag about how they're "party nights" give them hot bods and how if I tried that I'd get a taste of it. I just don't expect this from women in their 30's. It seems to be common too. Trying not to be friends would be much more if a headache, we've known each other since high school. I just would like to fix the issue and complain about it in secrecy.