Hated them, yet expected them to somehow think you loved them, yet you didn't love them, because instead of loving and appreciating who they are, you're angry that they didn't become a different person to cater only to your needs. And what did you do to be who they needed? A partner or friend is not there to serve you, and meet only your needs.
Wow. Whoever this person is, they need to run far away from you and never look back. A relationship with a person that "hates you so much" is unhealthy and a mind fuck.

Sounds like you couldn't be who they needed either?

Why did you go digging around in old emails?

What is so embarrassing?

Weird to say such hateful things, followed by a past-tense love declaration.

What is it you needed?

Not nice to want to eternal sunshine of the spotless mind someone

"Why couldn't you just be who I needed you to be."

People, this is profound.

I myself really need the sky to be green. It's not though. I would like gravity to go the other way. It won't though.

The universe is what it is and isn't going to change. So I have to change my orientation to it or else I am going to be miserable. People are who they are and aren't going to change to make me happy.

The sky is a beautiful blue today.

can't be perfect I guess. Hating is mean btw.

Actually I did post the 'jam us together' confession. but not the crush one. more than one broken heart on this site. :)

Retract your sanctions and watch how fast I jam us together

I doubt it. My lost connection isn't interested in me. They have a whole other life and I'm on the sidelines. But I hope you can fit your puzzle pieces together with yours.

Gee, Sorry I couldn't be the person you wanted me to be. I was too busy being ME.