May do you some good to get out for awhile..

...angry, damaged, self-deluding, broken human who romanticizes their fear of rejection, and thinks that he's a character from Game of Thrones.

"I am a alpha male , provider, protector, procreator. I am as rugged as I am handsome , strong as I am independent."
Really??!!
Sorry homie. Nobody who has these traits is spending time online, behind a keyboard typing about them.

I'm a Delta male, provider, protector and pro-creator. Notice my blank stare and listless gait as I push my 4 wheel drive, club-cab pram. I am what most women think they want in a man though merely settle for... boy were they wrong. I am a monster for the
All Sorts licorice candies on your coffee table. I only deal in my perception of the truth. I'm soft and ductile. I'm always dangerous.. (in my mind). I don't know who or what I am capable of and live accordingly... alone, as always, in my mind.

If you are all the things you believe yourself to be, then you can't be living alone unless you're protecting and providing from afar. If that's the case then I suggest that you're not very good at either. I also suggest you get over yourself.

a coward in tough guy's clothing? I don't know why you think that's what most women want, not what I want at least. Macho, cold and distant... how is that attractive?? I'd rather take someone warm, fun and loving any day!

Did I meet you at the Fairview Pub last weekend? This is all ringing too familiar.

You're loud, domineering and boisterous and think you're in control, you provide - and you want to make sure that everyone knows, you protect yourself and your ego first and foremost, and you created a life but are separated from him/her for some reason. Maybe it was your fault.

You're likely not as rugged or handsome as you think.

Maybe weak and overly dependent & attention seeking.

You succeed in making women believe that you're what they want with a facade of sensitivity and charm.

And the only truth of it all I that you are a monster. Hard and aggressive. Always dangerous..(especially to those you love). Everything else is just you feeding your massive ego.

You think you know who you are, but your self awareness is lacking and you never truly feel like you need to change.

Alone you will stay... until you find someone else who can satisfy your insatiable need for attention and ego coddling.

You also don't understand the literary device of "I am as (fill in the blank) as I am (fill in the blank)." Hint: you fill in the blanks with opposing terms.

Get over yourself.

Are you like a batman villain?