He was nice to me even though he was oblivious and off in space most of the time and I was mean to him for being like that. Sometimes we run into each other and I want to apologize at least and tell him that I haven't been with anyone since, but he runs away after saying "hi". I would like to reach out and go for a drink and see if we could mend things (he has a nice body) but then I remember how he couldn't get it up when he was drinking (pretty much all the time) and think "what's the point?"