a longing for longing
posted January 22nd, 2017 at 8:16 AM
I am at peace with the statistical unlikelihood that I will ever get rodgered again and am ok with that. sweaty calisthenics followed by awkward conversation and the prolonged angst of alternately hoping and dreading a repeat...nope, nothing to miss.
what I do miss is the wanting, though. my confession is that I miss the daydreams but none of the reality.
might as well get me to a nunnery
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Post a CommentI'll have none of it
Jan 29, 2017 at 1:49am
Get thee to me!
You are loved profoundly!
Jan 29, 2017 at 7:34pm
love yourself, you are gold, made from stars, as everyone knows, be gentle for yourself, we don;t know future, be kind to yourself, because that is your right of stature, so whatever your calisthenics, whatever you see in the mirror, is only your hurt self, not the true you, and know others see what you believe of yourself, and once the illusion of other-acceptance is replaced by self-acceptance/love, your true physical self will morph naturally, into the beautiful butterfly-self beneath the hurt and lies :) Sending Infinite Healing and Warm Loving-Kind Thoughts and Energies for you, and everyone going thru tough times and tough self-image days ... All will be well, you will see :) <3
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