Get off the Mayan Calendar and Go Fix Your Life

posted February 22nd, 2017 at 7:52 PM

You're a lovely person and ringer in bed but no morning after story would have been better than getting waterboarded with the horror of your life right now. If you gave me a choice I may have still chosen to be an accomplice to your decision to take out the bridge you built and lived on for 13 years. I would have preferred simply not to be burdened with your version of the engineer's truth. Now I'm standing here with what little I know of you, questioning everything, convincing myself that I can walk away from this unscathed. If you need company in the mess you've built for yourself, fine... just please, next time make it easier for the next person to walk away. Don't pull people into your chaos by their heartstrings to nurse your guilt. Don't be a man of science and pass your deficiencies off on astrology. Go fix your life so you can get what you need with integrity.

5 Comments

True That

Feb 23, 2017 at 1:31pm

But what does this have to do with the mayan calendar? 2012 is over.

Yin/Yang

Feb 23, 2017 at 2:04pm

It's messy, yup. More like unintentional fuck ups than malice on my end. People talk in term of science or religion, science or spiritualism...they both need to be present and there certainly is a random element to how things transpire. I'm afraid, with shot nerves and yes alone and in need of help. It's scary to think about whatever is coming next but I will always be grateful for you saving my life. Maybe I saved yours and you just don't know it yet. I am sorry about the lack of choice, I didn't have one either. In any case it was my heartstrings, like my heart was ignoring my head. Forgive me.

@op

Feb 23, 2017 at 3:24pm

hi op, i wrote the recent astrology post and do not relate to your story at all. So just in case you are writing in response to that, it wasn't written by who you think it was.

Some are bad. Others are stupid.

Feb 23, 2017 at 10:36pm

Some will move on, but don't want others to. Some believe that others belong to them. Some get it in their minds that somehow they own others. And when others give themselves over to some, some will put others on public display, and crush their hearts. Some live their lives by ego, pride, and for worldly gains all the while blaming others for their own bad choices. Others live their life by faith, love, and for spiritual gains, all the while forgiving the bad choices of some, and learning not to be stupid by trusting some again.