If it was a game to me

posted March 30th, 2017 at 4:14 PM

I played myself, because I am and have always been in love with you. If someone asked me my type, I would literally describe all of your qualities. And maybe even add in that I am still in love with you because I am. I took you for granted. You won't speak to me and I deserve it, because I took out some of my anger out on you, when it had nothing to do with you. Now I don't have you, and I'm still working on my anger. I'm not even an angry person but when I am, it's ugly and it's no excuse. So much work left to heal that part of me. I love you babe, I know you forgive me, but it's forgiving myself that's the tricky part.

5 Comments

I wish

Mar 30, 2017 at 5:25pm

this was about me. But I know I'll never be that lucky. I don't think you're in love with me. If you are you haven't acted like it. Please find a way to show it if I'm wrong.

I also wish

Mar 31, 2017 at 9:12am

This was about me. My ex wouldn't write this though. He's too busy with his head up his ass. I love him and want it to work but he hasn't figured this part out yet. Good for you for recognizing your behaviour.

Not for me

Mar 31, 2017 at 10:01am

I know this isn't for me. The only reason why I don't speak to them is because they told me never to speak to them again. I'm not going to impose myself or force them to speak to me. That's not my place. Has nothing to do with what they deserve or don't deserve.

What's not to forgive?

Apr 1, 2017 at 12:13am

Anger? Listen, give it your 3 best shots, if it doesn't go down- run like he'll. I'll wait for you in the usual place

@ Not for me

Apr 4, 2017 at 8:55pm

Maybe that person said never to talk to them again because they were hurting and didn't know how to express how they felt, maybe they just couldn't deal with going through it all again and maybe they feel really bad about it and with they could take it back and start fresh