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I'm starting a new job and am scared shitless. For someone my age I have barely any job experience. I generally feel less intelligent than others and it sucks because it's like God made me just smart enough to know I was dumb. Couldn't he have just made me 100% of an idiot? That way I wouldn't be so embarrassed by my lack of knowledge and brain capacity.. Hopefully this job lasts. I try to positively build myself up and avoid being so negative but it's so hard not to be sometimes. Maybe I'm thinking too much into things and taking life too seriously. I don't know.