I just turned 37 and it just dawned on me that I am not going to have a happy ending. I have no kids and no man. All of my friends are married and on baby number one or two. Facebook is a constant reminder of how pathetic my life is. I am so sick and tired of being the single friend. It just hurts so much. I don't think my expectations are that high. Just someone who loves me and has a job. I am a good person and I really want to have kids because I want to be a mom. I don't blame guys for me being single. Maybe I am not lovable or wife material.
This guy on match.com whose 40 messaged me. He told me he's divorced with two kids and no job. I think at least he's honest about his situation.
Maybe I shouldn't be so picky in my current situation and give him a chance.
I am just so depressed and people keep saying I should just be happy with no man but I am not because I need someone so desperately.