My family is small. Just my grandmother and brother. They don't give a flying rats ass about me it seems. My brother hates me for no reason at all so my grandma is not "allowed" to see me. I was in town (I live a few hours away) for three days and wanted to take her for lunch but she kept making excuses. I feel really alone and wish they were there for me. Luckily I have two friends and each of their families have taken me in as their own over the years. It's pretty sad that my friends families are more solid to me than my own flesh and blood. Hopefully some day things change but in the meantime I'm just going to go on living as if they're dead. It's the only way I can feel any other way than being unloved. Thanks for listening.


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Jul 17, 2017 at 12:06am

Take it from me. I can totally sympathize with where you're coming from. Unfortunately I have lots of cousins whom I don't even talk to because we were never really that close. They never treated me like family and I don't consider them my blood. We're more like strangers. It's nice that you have good friends that treat you like flesh and blood. What some people tend to forget is that family is not necessarily the people whom you were born with. Friends tend to be a lot more supportive and listen through tough times.

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