i confess

posted July 20th, 2017 at 5:42 AM

I guess I shouldn't watch what I watch. A few years I was watching a reality police TV show. The thing that attracted me to it was how pathetic the reasons were for murder. Some dude owed some other dude $20 worth of weed and took two days too long, so bam. Honestly it just seemed like these gun owners were dying for a reason to shoot someone else. But then there was a show where the detectives were fishing garbage bags out of a lake and the cops says " I've seen this before, some people's lives end like they do in horror movies. It happens a lot" The cop then goes on to speculate what someone would have to do to deserve this fate. They list four or five things then suggest it could be nothing at all. The reason this stuck with me was the five things the cop listed were all things you have done to me. All five, not one, two or three of the hideously grotesque things, all five.

8 Comments

soooo

Jul 20, 2017 at 12:25pm

Its a testament to your restraint that they're still alive?

Wtf?

Get past it.

Jul 20, 2017 at 6:04pm

I hear where you're coming from. I've held that kind of anger and hatred for someone who hurt me in a real bad way. Restraint against taking revenge is a good strength to have. An even greater strength is not to allow someone like that to have that kind of psychological and emotional effect on yourself as a person. People can be petty and cruel. Don't allow them to make you into something worse.

@ soooo

Jul 20, 2017 at 6:20pm

Yeah there are some disturbed sick people that get away with a lot of sick shit under the law enforcement radar, until one day their body parts mysteriously end up floating in some lake. I try not to piss in people's corn flakes, but some people will be sore no matter what you do. Anyone that wants to try and take me out, are welcome to try. It wouldn't be the first time someone tried.