I'm a loser just like my parents. I never wanted to be this way and I've tried hard to change but somehow it seems this is just my fate. When I say I've tried to change I'm not lying. I have extremely bad luck and in turn have given up from being angry and hurt. It's a pity party and I realize that but I've had such a shitty life I don't understand why the universe can't just give me.. I am literally not joking with what I'm about to say. No one will believe me... Just as I was about to say give me a break and e-mail came in. A company offering me a job starting next week. Holy shit. Thanks universe!!!!!!! Wow.