Discouraged

I hate how good you are at what you do. You knew I had the same interest and want to break into the industry as well. It's been over a year since we last spoke. I told you back then that I was seeking a relationship and you only wanted fun, we shouldn't have crossed that line. I want to make an attempt to break into the same industry and network, seems to be a small circle, I don't want to run into you. Not till I'm where I want to be. I occasionally see how good your work is and get discouraged thinking about how far I am from being that good. I have moved on and don't even care to be with you so I'm not sure why it matters.