posted Monday, May 7, 2012 at 12:56am
Okay so I didn't go to my cousins wedding. we used to play together when we were kids, but for the last 15yrs or so we've basically been seeing each other once a year. I don't hate my cousins but I think they're kind of annoying. my cousin wanted me to go to the wedding. I didn't go to the wedding because I had to work. I guess if I REALLY wanted to I could have planned it better, but there are a couple of things here: 1. at work we're a guy short and we're doing overtime already 2. I didn't want to go 3. if I insisted on going, only one guy was even available to cover for my shift. and the guy would have had to do 52hrs that week. I don't want to get on anyone's bad side over this event that I don't even want to go anyway. if it wasn't for the fact that we're a guy short and I had to do overtime on the day of the wedding, I would have went. my aunt was giving me shit about it, like "why didn't you requested the day off in advance?" I do feel guilty about not going and not seeing them often. but I have nothing in common with them and I don't see the point in pretending to get along well with them.