The hardest part...

I saw you today and hugged you twice. I told you, you were my best friend in the whole world. You are, and I love you still. You're every thought in my head, the main character of every dream... I listen to your favorite band every day just to feel closer to you. I sat at the river today where I went when it first happened and tried to gain some closure that never came. I still wish for you every night when I go to sleep. It's been three of the most agonizing months imaginable. Everyone tells me I used to have a glow about me and now it's gone. It's because I lost you and it's very dark and lifeless without you in it. I miss you every moment.