I had heard about your bad reputation with the ladies, but I fell for your charming ways anyways, you seemed so sweet and genuine. Now, as predicted, I am a notch along side the rest and you have cut all contact with me, no phone calls, text, no email, no parting words just..done. I confess, I want to slam your dick in the microwave door about 18 times. I would also like to confess that I really really despise myself right now. thanks for breaking my trust in men.

Love, we all want it. We all get lonely. We all get depressed from loneliness. We all cry.(Besides the straight douche bags who don't want love and all they want is S-e-x. anyway back to my thang! yes,..we all want love. There is always gonna be somebody out there for someone. You just have to reach out and try if you're ready for that relationship! I'm 24 male, gay. Proud and happy in my life, I have the best people around me in this life, my family, my friends and I'm so lucky to have every one of them there! ..But I'm so ready for a relationship. Everybody around me is in a relationship. They all got that special someone. Everywhere I go, I see couples holding hands walking around and stuff. I'm just sick of lonely. Lonely won't leave me alone. Where is my other half? Where's my new man? I'm ready when you are.

I'm going to unreal music fests this year. And I want a festival body. For myself. To just feel so great. Even if I am being bad to my body. I know it's bad. But f*ck it.