How can you miss someone that you never had a connection with?

It was only a dream. Sad. I guess what was missing all along was a connection with myself. I was looking for a diversion. A distraction from self. My mind loves to obsess. The loneliness is almost unbearable at times. Someone please join me in my journey of solitude and remind me that I am not so alone or unique. What is this barrier that stops me from connecting with others? Time to smash the self- imposed walls that limit me, keep me trapped in fear and separates me from others. There is a lot of beauty inside and I'd like to share it with someone.