posted Wednesday, June 20, 2012 at 6:03pm
I love you so much - although there are times lately when I almost wish I didn't; life would be so much simpler. I don't regret falling in love with you - that would never happen. I would truly die for you if that made things better. I know how difficult your life is right now and I want to be your support, I really do want you to feel you will alwasy have me to turn to. But I can't be JUST your friend. I want to be your lover again. I want to feel the passion, the chemistry we used to have together. "This" right now feels so empty, makes me feel empty. The hardest words for me to say are that I can't be your friend if I can't be your lover. Just being your friend hurts waaay too much.