posted Friday, August 9, 2013 at 5:40am
hey.. i m ritz.. i had a boyfriend i dated him for around 4 years.. no doubt i was in love with him,,then came another guy in my life.. i never had any physical relation with my first boyfriend, but with this guy i am bonded in everyway.. physically, socially mentally, and that is why i left my 1st boyfriend, and he still loves me alot.. however my 2nd boyfriend is also in love with me.. but he asking me to get married.. but i can not do the same as i am just 21 and he is 27..when we started off.. i didn't tell him my actual age.. but i am going crazy after him.. i can not bear anybody's touch .. but he is going to get married soon.. and my heart is sinking.. i want to go back to my ex boyfriend, but i can't go as i won't be able to bear his touch.. !! i am in a very devastating conditon, neither i can forget my current boyfriend and nor i can go back to my ex..inspite of knowing the truth that i am not a virgin anymore my ex is ready to accept me.. but i can't go back.. cz i dnt have any feelings for him.. fuck i am screwed..