i confess that i let my own selfish desires and misguided decisions mislead you but i deserve some credit too. i actually tried harder than i ever had! i should have stayed away after the first time we broke up but you loved me SO much. it made me questioned everything. i told myself the bad stuff would go away. what i realize now is you really have to push it down and cover it with new happy memories. but i felt too trapped to rebuild. so i just hung on until i just couldn't live the lie any more. i'm sorry i lied, i just wanted to help. i felt bad and i was in a tight spot just like you were. take care of yourself princess.