posted Saturday, July 21, 2012 at 11:26am
wow...wher to start ?!?...I honestly have never felt this way about any one. its very hard for me to develop something more than just a physical attraction towards a guy, but with you is different, i can't help to feel ridiculously attracted to every single inch of your body. your smooth skin, your lips, your voice, your hair, your ass lol i don't know what happened to us nor why i act the way i do when I'm around you, but i like u, i love u, i think of u every single day of my life. every time i see you online, my heart skips a beat. i wish i could know how u feel about me... or if i ever meant anything special to you. i recently found out that u were involved with someone else....but i know that he didn't make you happy...coz you always came back and looked for me. its been a longggg time, and i still think of u. but I'm not gonna let you step all over me, or use me as ur booty call. i have way to much pride and you know that. i haven't made any attempts to talk to you, because i simply don't want to have any kind of contact. i have decided that this stupid game we've been playing for the past years is not fun anymore, and it hurt me a lot. so I'm letting you go. i deserve better, i deserve someone that makes me happy and wants to be with me all the time, and shows me the affection i need. we both have very strong personalities, and i simply can't put up with you being stoic about everything...i wish you the best. and i hope you find someone that truly makes you happy. good bye my love.