I've had impure thoughts about a man, but they are pure at heart as, I am, that's my name, I looked it up, pure &holy & chaste but not a virgin, I ain't havin nun of that, I should've been a saint, not tainted & sinical/cynical the way I am, I can help others, & I do, I can't help myself, just not myself, he's only polite, he doesn't mean anything by it, doesn't mean to offend, is that offensive? not really to me but to others he's involved with, so he ets all defensive instead, denies it, we connect that's all it is, nothing important official, I dont need an official contract though, this is purrsonal, not just business, we can be just friends, don't need sex to be close & connected, it's just awkward considering the context, I don't wanna step out of my place, he's not my property, I don't think of him that way but maybe she does, I need to let their relationship run its course uninterrupted, I'm not girlfriend material, only girl friend