a lot....to the man that truly doesn't care. Its time i realize that. The man that makes everyone and everything else a priority. We live separate lives. And today is most evident of that. Does he care how hurt i am while he is leaving with another today on holiday? You know....one of those destinations so far away that many of us can only dream of? Yep....while i sit here on my sofa waiting for him to return. And he couldn't even send me a note of love to help me through this?? Well....i can see now TRULY how little you care..because if you did you would have left me with something.. Not even here... Well, ok then...perhaps you could have put forth some small token of affection, but you didn't. So......bon voyage lover, maybe you could have tried harder. Enjoy your pizza margarita and gelato. Thanks for. ...

two goodlooking, asian, muscular bi guys. its hard for me to understand the logic of what happened between me and you...our sexual chemistry was beyond understanding and to be honest i haven't met anyone else that makes me feel what you did...although you are EVERYTHING i do NOT want in someone, i find myself thinking back to all those amazing nights we had...its like their tattooed in my brain. but your toxic...you hurt me so much, and u don't even seem to care. i tried, i really did... but it takes two to make it work...and is not until now that i realize that you never wanted to be with me. but dont you worry, time cures everything...and im healing...i know your gonna come back to me, because you alwaysssss do..and when you do..im going to laugh in your face and treat you the exact same way you treated me, and we'll see whos gonna laugh !

I want to fuck everything.