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I confess it's never going to happen again

I'm not sure how dumb a person could be to think they can send me an email using a fake name, but I know exactly who you are. It takes almost no time to match up IP's but I didn't even really need to. You see, your stunted, child like, petulance always comes through. It's like you never matured beyond the age of sixteen and you know it. You're floundering, your narcissism and arrogance are yours to deal with. I think you're starting to get the reality that I won't deal with it ever again. I won't. You do the asshole that is you. I'll do my own fine self.

Punks these days

Is it just me, or are they turning a bit into the leftist version of skin-heads? I'm pretty liberal and I've got some concerns. It might just be the nature of politics right now in general, but they seem particularly untrustworthy of anything to do with power.

Wasted on You

Listening to the new song by Andy Shauf it repeats blissfully in the background. And if I’m honest, yes, all your love was wasted on me. And yet if I consider my own love, didn’t I also?

It ended too soon

After 6 years of heartbreak and relentless unemotional relationships I fell in love with the sweetest guy on a 20 day stay. Sex was beyond wonderful. I went back again after 2 months We spoke to each other regularly for 6 months, even though not every day. We never gave a tag to it even though we were smitten. I felt human again. It was one of the best periods of my life. He seemed to like me equally. He made me feel like a pretty flower. He was very gentle and caring. Sometimes cold, but mostly loving. One day he stops talking to me. I called him twice later on. Never called back. He's there on my social media, like my posts and reacts to my stories, but that's it. I've standing here for the past two months, never knowing why and what went wrong. It all feels like a dream. A beautiful dream. But alas, it ended too soon.

Marshmallows during winter

I love them in hot chocolate, over campfires, just out of the bag "raw". Marshmallows are amazing and very underrated in our society as organic fufu stuff takes over. But don't like the organic fufu people tell you how to think or what to do. At the end of the day, they feed from capitalism and their greenwashed purchases lead society to nowhere.

Paper Mountain

I once had sex in a papier-mâché mountain. It was an art installation and the girl that made it had affixed it to a ceiling pipe. I was a bit worried our combined weights and motions would burst it. Instead the condom burst. 4.5/5 stars, would recommend.

Realizations

I have come to the conclusion that my mother lacks empathy. At first I thought she had low IQ. But no, it’s that she completely doesn’t give a fuck about my feelings. New year is upon us and I am changing my relationship with her and calling out every BS story of hers.

I dislike painkillers but...

I have degenerative disc disorder. I've have fairly regular extreme pain for over thirty five years. I've had operations and there are probably four different operations I'm waiting for. My pain is far worse in the winter and can be tolerable for months at a time but believe me when I say, if the average person suddenly experienced the level of pain I can deal with without issues they'd be in the hospital within the hour. My GP sent me to a clinic that specializes in dealing with pain without meds. I went and Arrived five minutes before my appointment. There was nobody else waiting. Ten minutes later four stylish twenty something kids walk out the door from offices behind the reception area. Twenty minutes later I ask the receptionist when my appointment will start (now 25 minutes late). She tells me "oh the doctors just went for lunch, they'll been back in around an hour. " First of all, if you have an appointment and you walk past the person to go for lunch without having the common courtesy to say anything to them, I have no use for you as a human being. Second, the idea of some book read asshole who's never experienced any real pain is going to tell me how to deal with pain when I've been in pain longer than they've been alive is really fucking pushing it. Talk about a misguided branch of medicine!! I left, I will not return. And there is a part of me that hopes that when one of these inexperienced "doctors" starts telling some huge guy how to deal with being in agonizing pain, they stand up and break their squeaky little mouse jaws so they get to practice being in pain without fucking pain killers. FU.

I confess, our conversation about confidence

Was a major turnoff. What I described is confidence, what you described is bluster. Trump does not have any confidence, he's dumb enough to think he's smarter than everyone else, true, but he does not believe his own lies. This is bluster. It doesn't really matter tho, neither blister or confidence will help him in prison.

naughty or nice

i choose the nice list lady and got vegan meals and an exercise partner... but there is still a temptation for the naughty list girl with the red lipstick and leather jacket.

I SAW YOU

Happy Day Cafe on Kingsway

You were sitting by yourself & you ordered a few Curry Fish Balls and a few deep-fried Spring...

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