We talked for hours in my bed drinking gin and vodka till the sun literally came up. I have never felt so in awe and so comfortable with a human being ever before in my life. I know you have some things to settle up and i hope to see you on the other side. I think about you all the time. I am not a young boy and i like to think i am a bit wise and this feeling is so unsettling but awesome at the same time. See you soon.