posted Friday, October 28, 2011 at 7:08pm
I woke up beside you this morning. You were beautiful.
I know that this is a difficult time for us, but true love comes, and true love is. The spark of an initial affair is always exciting, but that spark always fades and what is left over is pure and true.
Dancing with a stranger can be exciting. Drinking with a friend can be fun, but in the end, who is it that you go home to? Who is that loves you?
Remember when met? We were so in love. We went to the Keg for dinner and then to the beach. We made love in my mini van? hahaha. I said Mini Van.
Then Shannon Falls. How could we ever forget Shannon Falls. What an amazing day.
Then Tofino. That was our first fight. I wore my socks outside to pee and brought leaves back in. You were so mad. It was cute.
Near the end of our relationship we went to Cuba. It was there that I told you that one day I wanted you to be my wife.
Then we broke up. I had lied about my finances, and you stopped giving me any physical attention.
Then we started hanging out again. We both had some time apart to find ourselves again. We started working on things and hanging out a lot. I helped with your new house. Painting, mudding, demolition, cleaning, ect.
I remember the day you got the keys. I came over and brought wine and glasses. I was the only person who phoned you that day to congratulate you.
At the end of July, I picked you up from Granville. I think you were at Cinema or the Roxy or the Venue, I can't remember exactly, I just remember the look in your eyes. It was of pure love. You gave me a few days of pure love after that before the wall came back up.
2 Weeks ago we went to Ucluelet. It was such a good time. A hot tub under the moon and stars. Salmon jumping in the distance. And now this......
I miss you. I know we see a lot of each other, but you don't give me your true self. You always put up a wall and I now know that you are not telling me the whole truth. Why did you decide to not try? Why did you not tell me the truth?
How can we fix this?
WhenFriday, October 28, 2011