This year I've had three friendships disintegrate. I'm not a bad person, I'm not hurtful ever and i make friends sort of easily. I'm funny and helpful... i just don't get it. I'm obviously doing something wrong. I do get really awkward in big groups and i had a tough year trying to find a job which made two of these friends really judgemental. And so i stopped making an effort to hang with these people. But losing 3 people in 6 months makes me really sad.