I'm a jerk who always screws up

I am not with the girl I love because we live on two different continents, but I still love her and she loves me. And knowing the person you love feels the same way is the best feeling in the world. I thought I couldn't be in a long-distance relationship, but that's pretty much what we've been doing for the past 11 months. We tried to date other people the last half of this year and it just showed me how much I love her. I'm coming home in a few days and I want to tell her how much she really means to me, to show it because words are not enough, but I can't do that. I got someone pregnant and I feel like I destroyed my future. I already know I lost the one girl I love the most... She doesn't even know it yet. And that's the worst feeling in the world.

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Lewis

Dec 19, 2012 at 1:39pm

Maybe she wanted to break up with you anyway and you just made it way easier for her. I thought I was in a "long distance" relationship once...Turns out silly naive me wasn't.

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Natty

Dec 19, 2012 at 3:28pm

So because you missed her so much you buried your unprotected dick in another girl? That is disgusting.

Ali

Dec 19, 2012 at 4:02pm

Well now it seems like you've got something a little more important to deal with and focus on...

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