I am not with the girl I love because we live on two different continents, but I still love her and she loves me. And knowing the person you love feels the same way is the best feeling in the world. I thought I couldn't be in a long-distance relationship, but that's pretty much what we've been doing for the past 11 months. We tried to date other people the last half of this year and it just showed me how much I love her. I'm coming home in a few days and I want to tell her how much she really means to me, to show it because words are not enough, but I can't do that. I got someone pregnant and I feel like I destroyed my future. I already know I lost the one girl I love the most... She doesn't even know it yet. And that's the worst feeling in the world.