Thank you for blocking me. I didn't see it till today when I wrote my very last letter to you on the blog. It is open now & I will leave it up. I have come to realize that I do love him more than I thought and leaving hin & being with you would not fix how I feel about myself. I wish you the best and I hope you find happiness.

I feel the same, but it was my fault. I should be over this too....