I wanted to believe

posted August 18th, 2017 at 7:28 PM

that we were good friends. That we had each others backs. That we were honest with each other. When it became clear that you were just using me to get to my other friends, it broke my heart. Blaming me, the pretty white girl who always stood by you, for every little bit of racism that ever came your way. Blaming me when the man that you wanted didn't want you back. Blaming me for my sudden, unexpected popularity in our school. Your jealousy, insecurity, manipulation, and lies ruined our friendship, broke my heart, and made me mistrustful. I was nothing but a good friend to you and you took me for granted, used me, projected your shit onto me, and did your best to grind me under your heel. And you don't understand why I don't want anything to do with you ever again? Why I cut you out of my life? Do you have amnesia? Or did you just think that I'd never learn? I hope someday that someone that you love and trust does everything to you that you did to me. Maybe then have a clue.

3 Comments

Why is it necessary to say

Aug 18, 2017 at 10:28pm

"pretty white girl"? Obviously you seem to think that you deserve extra points for supporting your friend while she experienced racism just because you're white. Well it doesn't work that way. Pretty? Maybe you meant to say petty. And after reading your post it sounds like you were the manipulative "friend".

understanding person

Aug 19, 2017 at 2:28am

msg fron male-man: it sucks that she did this to you. your 'friend' sounds like she was not a true genuine friend but a girl with self-esteem and character integrity problems. i agree that 'self-centred intention' or manipulation for self-gain always ends up in problematic friend-ships/ relation-ships/ partner-ships. Mistrust or distrust due to selfish gain, disloyalty, or manipulation is foundation of countless breakups with-respect-to to all above '-ships'. I agree, a 'friend' like that needs to learn integrity and kindness and is no way suitable for you OP. Sending you Lots&Lots&Lots of Warm Kind-Loving Sweet Healing Thoughts & Energies <3<3<3

Anonymous

Aug 19, 2017 at 8:17am

I guess the fact this so-called friend wasn't white turns the discussion into the usual leftist "racism" bullshit...hence more dislikes than likes etc.