Dreams

You haunt my dreams almost every night for a year or so now. These dreams haven’t been this frequent for a long time. There are times I lay in bed hoping to fall back asleep, so I can continue those dreams. I won’t lie I still miss you tremendously. I am still mourning the fact that you can’t even talk to me because I’d rather be friends then nothing at all. See you in my dreams sweetie. Take care my love and I hope one day we will be together.

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AGuy

Sep 12, 2017 at 2:31pm

honestly I always wanted to be friends. Every time we tried the feeling would just rush over me again and I'd have to run away. I'm sorry.

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No, we can't be together

Sep 12, 2017 at 4:42pm

But I hope you find someone else to love, and make you happy.

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All or nothing.

Sep 12, 2017 at 9:41pm

When you "friend zone" the certain someone, it would have been less painful for them if you had just murdered them.

oh crap

Sep 13, 2017 at 1:08am

I did not write this confession. I am not pining for you.

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@AGuy

Sep 13, 2017 at 5:03am

I'm not the OP but I could have written this. Albeit with a few edits; e.g. I would have said sweets not sweetie. I don't know if your my guy or not but when I read your comment it made me feel like maybe you were, although sometimes I think my guy doesn't have any feelings towards me and doesn't even think of me. I wish we could do lunch and be friends because I'd rather have you in my life as a friend than nothing at all but I have to be honest and say that I still have feelings for you that would never allow me to just be friends. I get it.

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i don't know who this is

Sep 13, 2017 at 9:47am

it is sad, anonymity is destructive and painfully unfair to the intended audience not knowing who the posting is for :( who is this post for OP? please give a clue or two

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@All or nothing

Sep 13, 2017 at 10:10am

Well that certain someone should have told me way before how he truly felt because I was in the dark for a long time and had no idea. His mother told me I should let him down easy, so I could "come back" when he had a good job. She also wanted me to leave him alone, so he could pursue his studies. Her interference and his ultimatum made me change my mind at the last minute and decide I wanted to be friends before trying to see if the relationship could be fixed. He ran away instead of working through this and trying counselling. So not only did I lose my best friend to an overdose, I lost the support of the person who I loved deeply and was the closest friend I have had since my BF. No one's perfect and I did tell him that I couldn't promise to wait especially if he cuts all contact with me. I still miss him daily and I hope one day at least be friendly, but I don't think that will happen :(

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@nowecan'tbetogether and @aguy

Sep 13, 2017 at 10:27am

I don't know if you are the same person or even the person that this post is about. If so, you know me then you also should know I will always be here for you and I do believe in giving people more chances that I should. It took everything in me not to give our relationship another chance when you told me you or him and that I had to choice right then and there. Know that I will always be in your corner silently cheering you on and if you ever need me you know where you can find me. That night two months ago, you left because I leaned on his shoulder and couldn't handle watching any PDA and this told me more than words that despite all sadness and rage that you do still care. I want you to be happy and it hurts so deeply to know that you are still not at that point. I was happy with my life till the ghost of you came crashing into my life again. I read those old letters and mourned the fact that despite all the feelings we still have for each other we will most likely be strangers till we leave this world. We hurt each other so much, yet I still miss you and always will. Take care and best of luck with the future.

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@oh crap

Sep 13, 2017 at 3:00pm

well, please start pining.

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@@All or nothing

Sep 13, 2017 at 8:32pm

It doesn't matter when he told you. You already knew how you felt about him. It doesn't matter what was going on in his life. There is always a reason or an excuse not to act at any given time throughout anyone's life. It doesn't matter what his mother said. His mother is living her own life. Now you're both going to live your lives without the other in it. If you let love go like that, you really don't deserve to have it. There is no guarantee that it, or anything like it will ever come back in your life again. If I were you, I would message this guy, tell him that you regret how things ended, and that you took some bad advice (you may want to mention his mother when you do).

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