i havent enjoyed Christmas in years, deaths in the family, personal sheet going on, dealing with depression, work crap and so on, so why did i go to my dads new place for family dinner, simple to see my nephew and niece, but even that was a let down, niece was great but nephew is so into gadgets now that i dont he'll ever know the joy of reading a good book, and just loosing your self in the pages. it is what it is, so put on your fake smile and act like your happy to see people that you really arnt cause you know that they're doing the same for you, but they're are a few who you are actually hapy to see and they are very glad to see you. afterwards you can go home open a tasty beverage and unwind with some nice music and or a book.