You sound awful.

sat on my chest and purred. This felt a bit awkward as we hadn't been particularly close. But I was in pain and she knew it. In the dark, after a while, through my tears, I saw streams of light/energy, wave around her face. She kept her eyes squinted and purred in roars. Kirlian colors of deep feeling flowed. Well, I forget my hurt and healed.
T'anks Tink

That is all.

But it's so worth it