Risk vs reward:

posted March 19th, 2018 at 3:29 AM

I am seriously considering joining the adult entertainment industry to explore some personal sexual desires around payment of exhibitionism and professional interest in the ethical pornography business model. Furthermore my intended genre is very niche and not going to be exploitative of anyone involved. I feel like I am taking a measured risk and aware that everything has consequences and I am accountable for the direction I take. I am single and without any children and I have stepped back from friends who have children. I am prepared for the stigma that will impact my life and I am prepared for my family (of origin) to put distance between us. The only thing I fear is my family (senior parents, adult siblings) facing any threat to their safety/well being. I don't know what the repercussions of my actions will be and I don't want anyone to suffer for my choices. One can plan and forecast but no one can guarantee what the future brings. I can't anticipate every single factor at play and this is truly the only reason I can figure is holding me back.

11 Comments

I liked your use of wording

Mar 19, 2018 at 7:55am

To try and professionalize the porn industry and make the role sound " impressive "
It's the porn industry. Your not convincing anyone other than yourself about it's "business model". You wanna know who has a respectable business model and title? Doctors. Scientists.

You don't need alot of skill other than a vagina and be reasonably attractive to enter the porn industry as a women. I am sure that you will find it much more ruthless and lacking of ethics then you are imagining. But that's just my opinion

Ewww no

Mar 19, 2018 at 10:49am

That is never a good choice

Looking forward

Mar 19, 2018 at 12:00pm

We look forward to watching your videos.

Here we go

Mar 19, 2018 at 12:12pm

More threats. Its crazy that people believe him and his sob story. Actions speak louder than words and the fact that four years later he still won't let up says everything: he is a criminal and this was his plan from the start. I had no chance.

Future

Mar 19, 2018 at 12:33pm

This is your life. You are only here once. Have you thought about health impacts or your future children's seeing the video. In the cyber age, things can be distributed quickly. From a woman, do not let yourself be degraded. You deserve so much more.

Heh

Mar 19, 2018 at 1:18pm

Can't imagine being a cam girl hurt anyone.

Use your brain

Mar 19, 2018 at 7:25pm

There is zero chance you will look back and be proud of this decision. What happens when you grow up and realize that you don’t want to be trashy. But then you’ll realize that your history of showing off your vagina for money means that you will always be trashy. It will follow you everywhere. Harsh but true. Your level of self-delusion and total self-absorption will diminish. Just give it time. Meanwhile, if you really insist on accumulating some life regrets, get a tattoo. You’ll probably still regret it, but not as much.

I’ve always wondered

Mar 19, 2018 at 8:59pm

.... how do people who do online porn face the consequences? Are they able to get an office job after, or are they found out and fired? I’m assuming working in the sex entertainment industry follows you everywhere. Being recognized in public, affecting your dating and love life, etc. Personally I do not think it’s worth the money. You are worth much more than the thousands you may make in the sex entertainment Industry. You’ll never be able to “undo” this. Pixels live on forever and impossible to reign in from the cloud, off servers, off people’s phones. If you want to know the real risks, maybe contact a recovery house for women exiting the sex entertainment trade.

What you want in life can change but...

Mar 20, 2018 at 6:34am

Once you've put yourself on display to the world, you can never walk away from that. It will always follow you for the rest of your life. You should probably consider that before you allow the fleeting desires of youth dictate the course of your entire future.