Why I'm screwed up

I'm crazy-attracted to a man if I feel like I have to prove that I'm worthy of his attention...if I have to show him that I'm talented and capable and accomplished. Or if he is accomplished and I want to prove to him that I'm worthy of his "level". But if a man just likes me without me putting in an effort....I feel nothing. I wonder if this harks back to my childhood when I thought that getting good grades and winning medals would make my dad stop bullying me and actually love me. It never worked.

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Hey D

Mar 22, 2018 at 7:38pm

Now you see
You should like me
'cause it's just your insecurity
keeping us from being a 'we'...

Already worthy

Mar 22, 2018 at 8:35pm

The best parts of you shine through effortlessly. You're already worthy. When you're "trying", you dim the best parts of yourself with insecurity.

Wet 'em!

Mar 23, 2018 at 1:16am

Hysterical laughter is the best remedy. Worst I might do if I find you're not up to snuff is tickle aggressively till you pee your pants

Wet 'em!

Mar 23, 2018 at 1:16am

Hysterical laughter is the best remedy. Worst I might do if I find you're not up to snuff is tickle aggressively till you pee your pants

Sounds like

Mar 24, 2018 at 6:27pm

You want a man who is out of your league to validate you. You're insecure.

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