I've experienced significant hardship and adversity in my life since I was a child. I have experienced all types of abuse, became afflicted and diagnosed with multiple health issues, doctors make serious medical errors that ended up in me getting quite sick, also mysterious symptoms doctors can't figure out, treated horribly by people I gave everything to, bullied since I was a child into adulthood and at work, struggle financially cause of health problems, lack support, molested and other bad experiences dating so given up on that as I'm choosing to be alone to not get hurt even though it's lonely and difficult, and seemed to keep getting knocked down by something horrible with health, financially, and personally. Even had friends comment on I don't know how you are so strong, or why it seems like I have such bad luck. I'm so broken by life, and all of these issues plus depression and ptsd, financial difficulties, bullies has me wishing for the pain and hardship to stop and wishing I were dead (seeing a counselor, have for years, and treatment resistant depression) and seeing young people with everything to live for having their lives cut short. It isn't right. I've seriously look into euthanasia in Europe as it is legal there and been granted to people with depression and other health issues. It's a contentious issue as how does one measure suffering. I'm 41 and have exhausted treatment options, and managing the chronic issues, and unexplained symptoms for years. I hoped eventually things could maybe improve, but life has shown me otherwise. I read this article recently about a women over 100 that said she had not once experienced happiness or joy in her life, and was not only saddened but heartbroken for her.... Why is life so cruel to so many good people?