Growing up, believing in something greater than myself never felt natural to me. I grew up going to church, listening to verses from the bible, but those stories just felt like stories. I've gone through a lot of pain and suffering that I'm learning to heal. Early on in my life, it was abuse from my parents. Being bullied by kids. In my early adolescence, it was my self-destruction by medicating my pain. I'm not the kind of person to tell people what to believe in. But I can't help but wonder and be grateful that I am still here today fighting and growing into a person I love..and I didn't do it on my own.