One too many times

That’s what it was I think. Just one too many and that’s what caused me to end a very long and troubled relationship. I won’t get into the ugly details because part of my healing requires me not to dwell on what got me here. I feel like I’ve had a huge cancer growing inside me and slowly sucking the life out of me, and I finally cut it out. The easy part was the cutting, but I know that the hardest part is still to come in the recovery. I finally have real hope for the future though, and I know that although I’ll never be the same, I’m going to beat it and enjoy the rest of my life, even if it means I do it alone.

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Anonymous

May 25, 2018 at 11:18am

As one who's currently going through my own recovery, it's not the change in your life that's the hard part.

In fact, it's the moments when you think returning to the bad old times is a jolly good idea. THAT's something to deal with.

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